Good Bye 2009! HAPPY 2010 :)

First and Foremost... lemme wish u all a very HAPPY 2010 !

As always...I have made a biiig list of resolutions this time too :) Let's see how far I can follow them!

2009.... was a happening year for me! It was a mixture of happy and sad moments. But as a whole, it has brought some very good people into my life... it has given me a lot of sweet memories to cherish...and it has taught me a lot in all aspects of life !

Just wanted to say...

• For all those I've made promises to and never kept - it was not deliberate but I will "improve" in 2010.

• Those that I owe lunches, movies, night out , etc..., I'll fix that as well, I'll make time . For sure.

• For those that have supported me and made me smile through all my hardships...I salute you! halaala.

• For those I've disagreed with, argued with and just never got along with......well, I'm Sorry!!!!!!! Let's try again next year.

• Those that I've hurt.....unintentionally/intentionally....even if I've already apologized "I'm Sorry" again...

• All the true friends that I have: You Rock!! Hope to have you till the end!

WISH YOU A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD !!! KEEP SMILING !

Thodi si shayri...

Na kar koshish samajhne ki,

Is pagalpan mein sambhalne ki,

Kyun ki sangeen si is duniya mein,

Hasne ke liye zaruri hai...

thoda sa pagal banne ki!!!

Ek Ummeed nakam hui to kya gam hai,

Ek Din dhali, sham hui to kya gam hai,

Dil mein armaanon ki kuch kami to nahin,

Ek aur sahi, aazmane mein kya sharm hai!!!

A little contemplation...

Got this in my mail today....it's worth giving a thought!!

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if,we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim"
"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner! yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram Sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.

Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family,

for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

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Life is playing a queer, weird game...

Give it coincidence, telepathy, or any other name!

The one who broke my faith yesterday,

Came from nowhere, knocked my door, and went away!

WHY???

Stay happy...

Happy with your happiness,

Sad when you are sad,

Though there is a distance,

your wellbeing makes me glad!!!

A mere sight of u!

A mere sight of u, makes me reflect back

Makes me view myself through ur eyes

The bad in me, gets distanced within seconds,

The good that u see, is all that remains!

Iktara

I just loved this song from the movie 'Wake up Sid'. The lyrics is awesome. Here it goes...

Orey manva tu to bavra hai

Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai

Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai bavre

Kyun dikhaye sapne tu sote jaagte

Jo barse sapne boond boond

Nainon ko moond moond

(Nainon ko moond moond)

Jo barse sapne boond boond

Nainon ko moond moond

Kaise main chaloon, dekh na sakoon

Anjaane raastein

(chorous)

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara

Dheeme bole koi iktara iktara, dheeme bole koi iktara

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara

Sun rahi hoon sudh budh khoke koi main kahani

Poori kahani hai kya kise hai pata

Main to kisiki hoke yeh bhi na jaani

Ruth hai ye do pal ki ya rehgi sada

(kise hai pata… kise hai pata)

Jo barse sapne boond boond

Nainon ko moond moond

(Nainon ko moond moond)

Jo barse sapne boond boond

Nainon ko moond moond

Kaise main chaloon, dekh na sakoon

Anjaane raastein

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara

Dheeme bole koi iktara iktara, dheeme bole koi iktara

Gunjasa hai koi iktara iktara, gunjasa hai koi iktara

From me to you---A Gift of life!

Hi friends,

I remember one of my Professors telling us the importance of blood donation in my 1st year MBBS. That talk of his, had a great impact on my mind and I have been donating blood atleast once in an year since then. Whenever I donate blood, I feel a sense of satisfaction, a feeling that even I have got something to give to somebody!

This morning, I was feeling a bit low due to some reason. Just then, one of my cousins called me up asking for my blood group. One of his friends' 3 yr old son was admitted in the hospital and needed blood urgently. Fortunately, my group matched with his. So we rushed to the blood bank for the donation. After having bled myself, I was relaxing in the guest room of the blood bank. Just then, I saw a small paper stuck on the wall. Something was written on that, which brought a smile on my face. I would like to put that down here.

When you donate blood,

you save someone's father,husband,sister,daughter.

You turn tears into a new glitter of light in the eyes,

Doom into a new hope.

You avert a tragedy,

that would have shattered someone's life

and created a dreadful vaccum in a family!

And by giving blood,

you too have made a new blood tie.

SOME BLOOD TIES COULD BE BEYOND YOUR KIN !

t on;

Have you had a kindness shown?
Pass it on;
'Twas not given for thee alone,

Pass iLet it travel down the years,
Let it wipe another's tears,
'Til in Heaven the deed appears -
Pass it on.

I kept thinking, what's it that's making me so sad? I've no right to frown when I'm here to make others smile. Miles to go before I sleep....miles to go before I sleep!

Bus....Ek min !

Koi shikwa nahin...na koi shikayat hai aapse,

Ek min kya...aap hazaar aur le lijiye hum se.

Par aayiega zaroor....yeh guzarish hai aapse,

Warna intezaar karte karte....mil na jaye yeh nazrein kisi aur se !

THE SUICIDE'S ARGUMENT

This is a beautiful poem by Samuel Taylor Coleridge. I got it in my mail yesterday. Thought of sharing it here.

Ere the birth of my life, if I wished it or no

No question was asked me--it could not be so !

If the life was the question, a thing sent to try

And to live on be YES; what can NO be ? to die.

NATURE'S ANSWER

Is't returned, as 'twas sent ? Is't no worse for the wear ?

Think first, what you ARE ! Call to mind what you WERE !

I gave you innocence, I gave you hope,

Gave health, and genius, and an ample scope,

Return you me guilt, lethargy, despair ?

Make out the invent'ry ; inspect, compare !

Then die--if die you dare !

Koi junoon hi to hota hai...

Koi junoon yun sawaar hua hai aaj mujh par

ke rom rom mein nayi umang aaj gayi hai bhar

ek junoon kuch ban dikhane ka

Ek junoon kuch haasil karne ka

ek junoon khud ko pehchaanne ka

aur...

Ek junoon apne astitva ko mehsoos karne ka !

Kehte hain ke honi ko koi taal to nahin sakta...

takdeer ka likha koi badal to nahin sakta

Par us kal ko kya kisine dekha hai?

Maine to aaj mein jeena seekha hai !

Ek junoon hai har kadam par haste rehne ka

aur haste hue us manzil ki or badhte jaane ka !

Ek junoon hai in hawao ka rukh badal dene ka

aur apne aaj se kal ki ek nayi neev rakhne ka !

Kyonki wohi hota hai, jo insaan dil se chaahta hai

agar nazariye ko badlein,to nazaara badal jaata hai

Aur aakhir wo koi junoon hi to hota hai

jo hame kuch kar guzarne ka jazba de jaata hai !

Who am I? Ah..that's what I'm searching for!

Who am I .... I kept asking myself

first came my name

but if my name were something else,

wouldn't I still be the same?

Who am I...I kept asking myself

I said I'm a doctor

But that is just my profession

And it's nothing but a posession

Who am I...I kept asking myself

I said I'm a female

But feminine is just my look

and again my head I shook

Who am I... I kept asking myself

I said I'm a human

but birth and death is a cycle

and a human now...can be something else later.

Who am I...I kept asking myself

I was searching for that something

which wouldn't change with anything

I kept asking myself

I kept asking myself untill there was no further reply

there was a dawn of silence

a silence wherein I was thinking

just abt myself...all about myself

deep deep inside...still deep inside

there was just silence and me

just silence and me

just silence and me

In this silence...I'm still searching

And I'll keep on searching within

for an answer that has been

all that I have always been.

Meri manzil

Khwaabon mein...manzilon ko
maine paate hue dekha hai
Kisko pata...us rab ne mere
In haathon mein kya kya likha hai!

Mushkilein abhi to kai hain
Fir bhi...mujhe yakeen hai
Milega mujhe bhi mera aashiyaan
Khilega mere khwaabon ka gulsitaan

Aaahahaa.....meri manzil
Hai wohi...jismein shaamil
Sabhi ki hasi...haan sabhi ki khushi
Har taraf chaai ho ek pyaari madhoshi
Har kisi ke marz ki dawa mere paas ho
Aur gaaye jahan jhoomke mera dil

Hakeekat mein....manzilon ko
maine paate hue dekha hai
mujko pata...us rab ne mere
in haathon mein kya kya likha hai..!

Am I normal and fine?

Whenever I stay alone,

why do I get thoughts of u?

My eyes keep staring at the cellphone

waiting for a single message from u !

Whenever I open my contact list,

why does my thumb stop at the sight of ur name?

for a few seconds I stay in a dilemna,

to call u or call u not, I keep playing this silly game!

Whenever I go to a party

why do my eyes search for u

I long to get a single glimpse,

as if I have come just for u !

Whenever somebody speaks about u,

why does the pace of my heartbeat increase?

as if they r speaking about a thing that is mine

God! Tell me...is anything wrong or I am normal and fine?

For my dear friend !

Someday somewhere, though it happens rare,

we meet someone to care and share

to listen to things, to share feelings,

And to make us believe,"for u I'm there"

Walking through the streets,

we walk into each others' lives,

talking seems so easy,

words come out as bees from bee hives

we sing together, we play together,

together we laugh, we weep together

And if some day, we r lack of words,

Even silence conspires to keep us together.

That someone touches our heart,

and of our lives becomes a special part

to be with us in ups and downs,

and put a smile on all our frowns!

Parting gift !

As the days for my departure near,

there is something that I long to hear

Something that I've always felt for u,

to see the same in ur eyes...

...what do u want me to do?

For so long we have been together,

Supporting each other in every weather.

Shared moments of laughter and joyful times...

with blends of emotion spreading beautiful hymes

I cared for u...I believed in u,

went against the world...against the crew,

I did it all...because I knew

At least to me...every second u were true!

I did it all...because I knew

deep down somewhere...yes, I loved u.

Not because of the person that u are

but because of what I am when I am with u !

And now that we are parting ways,

All I want...from all ur days

is a single day...just for me,

And I'll cherish it for life...as my sweetest memory !